Are the words which fill my mind today. The lyrics spill forth from my monotone voice as I sit here. I wish life were different . Attending a baby' s first birthday makes me long for what could have been. I wish I were where I should be. The life I planned for.
Is it wrong to feel envy ? I feel it is not but I still do. Perhaps it is the booze talking or the hidden emotions speaking. In the 'silence of the shining sky ' lies what I wish. To be free...or to be whole. Is it the same? There are days I swear it is. Yet I go on with a smile. Makeup can make a sick exterior healthy but not free the soul.
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